so... i just got off the phone with my beloved cousins Derek and Brandon VanWormer, i haven't heard form them in YEARS... like 7 years. we (the whole family) lost track of Derek when he was a teenager. so we got to chatting about life and what we have been up to, i told him about the other cousins, Heidi and Sarah then about Ann Marie. it's strange to see how all of us have changed so much, it's like we were such a big part of each others world growing up and now we are all doing different things, and hardly ever talking to each other. part of me wishes i could just close my eyes and go back to that time when everything was perfect, or at least less complicated. we were all so much more innocent and ready for life. now look what life has done for us.